Rose Petals and Chicken Gizzards

Splitting green cardamom pods for their seeds. Cracking the arms of star anise to pull out the shiny brown seed contained within. Gathering dried lavender flowers, purple. Rose petals, pink and sweet, fragrant. Sesame seeds, cumin seeds, allspice, coriander, turmeric, clove, fennel seed, nutmeg, ginger. It seems as if thoughts of food follow me everywhere right now. At…